| | sometimes i find myself asking God for an answer, and then looking for
it myself. i say that i need Him, but i don't sit still long
enough to appear convincing. i claim that i will follow Him no
matter the cost, but i play in my sandbox instead of venturing outside
the gates of my comfort zone. i bare my soul and talk about His
grace, but i hide behind a veil that allows me to see out but impedes
your view of who i am.
i have found myself in a place of utter desperation. i ache to
rest in Him and be filled with His peace, yet i find myself awake at
all hours with hundreds of questions to ask. it seems as though
one answer brings with it even more questions, but He is proving
Himself to be faithful. the longer i am still, the more progress
i feel i am making.
Your truth is a lamp
Your wisdom, my light
i'm seeking Your face
with intentions of finding You
i would run for a thousand years
if i knew every step would be getting me closer
i'd swim to the ocean floor
for my Lord is the treasure, my Lord is the treasure
i'm learning. i am continually amazed at how little i know, and
how much there is to be learned. i will not make Him all He needs
to be until i realize that nothing else will be enough. i cannot
change my world until i learn to step out of my sandbox and do
something real. i will not find an answer until i am desperate
enough to need Him with my entire being. seek Him and you will find
Him, when you seek Him with all your heart.
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